And you see what you are doing with your life, just as it is, which is what you normally don't do as you are over-biased by false feelings and past hindering protective mechanisms or let's say good excuses.
But today for some reason, something is stronger, you open your eyes ans you can see clear, you can tell that confusion is gone...but looking brings into your heart lots of sorrow and grief, for witnessing yourself becoming something that you do not like is quite a shock.
But you wake up, could be because of a fall or a near death experience or a feeling of shame, something loud enough that you can't keep ignoring...
Welcome back to your familiar place of being lost. But this time it is not as hopeless as other times. Because this time you know what you do not want to keep doing, for you can tell what went wrong and this can be healing and liberating in itself.
THE MAGIC WITH ITS GLORIOUS FOG IS GONE, CAUSE REALITY TOOK OVER, AS IT ALWAYS DOES...Reminding you when it is time to let go. What you will choose to do it is your decision..but reality gives you the evidence and the feedback...and a feedback can either be heard and reflected upon...or dismissed and ignored...
Thank you very much for reading this post.
It happens to write it at a quite critical discovery of truth in my life. I hope you will manage to relate to it on way or another.